ARGH ARGH ARGH~~~

I GONNA GO ON A DIET SOON !! I WEIGHT MYSELF JUST NOW AND MY WEIGHT IS GETTING HEAVIER AND HEAVIER EACH DAY ! NO WONDERED I FELT MYSELF GROWING FATTER AND FATTER ! NONO ! I GONNA GO ON A DIET ! I WANNA GO FOR MY IDEAL WEIGHT 45KG [ HARD TO REACH NOW BECAUSE IS A LONG WAY JOURNEY TO GO! BUT I DON"T WANT TO BE SO HEAVY ~ HOPING THAT I AM DREAMING NOW !!!! DIET DIET DIET ! JIAYOUS !!!! I BELIEVED I CAN BE SMALLER IN SIZE =X