I guess i am too tired , too tired to elaborate everythings with every details in it. It will be over soon. * pat * What you did was hurting me.

Did you ever console me when i am down? No. Instead you laughed silently.

Did you thank me when i accompanied you to places you needed to buy your stuffs? No. You think it should be the way to be.

Did you ever praise me for understanding you? No. You kept quiet.

Did you ever treat me the way you should be? No. You hurled vulgarities at me and thinking that i deserved it.

Did you ever did something to make me happy? No. Instead i did.

Did you ever wait for me without grumbling? No. Instead you told me you will be going home if i never reach in 5 minutes.

Did you ever helped me to celebrate my birthday? No. You didn't even celebrate and not a even a wishing.

Did you ever ask me out? No. You never. Instead i am the one who was asking.

Did you ever come to my house when i was down with fever and needed someone? No. You ask me to rest and hang up the phone.

Did you ever automatically wait for me after my work? No. You didn't until i told you to do so.

Did you ever know how i feel when you shout at me and just walk off?

YOU NEVER KNOW ! It is so hurtful! The pain is killing me during the nights and i couldn't get into my sleep after so much of tossing over and over and refreshing.

Let it be. I promised, i will not make the first move again.