Since no one is caring than i can do whatever things i want..WUHOO !! wanna dye my hair , MAYBE HIGHTLIGHT? I want to get my tenth ear piercing as soon as possible [ since i am being stopped by someone that time ] Buy more tops and bottoms at bugis.. Buy puma bag.. Wanna watch 'stay alive' ! I want to watch alot alot of movies.. I want to let myself enjoy.. My mum is finding jobs for me.. Hopefully i can start to work as soon as possible ba.. That's better, i can taste the feeling of working.. So that i won't spent my money without thinking as earning money is hard ! Starving myself recently.. I know myself is hungry yet i still refused to eat..Maybe i want to tortue myself ba.. Let my body aches instead of aching my heart.. Don't feel sad or angry for me.. I just want to work towards a target i want which is 45 kg ! 2 more kg to go ! Thinner is better cause most guys goes after thinner girls ! Agree ya? My stomach is killing me right now.. So painful.. I hardly sleep just now during my nap.. is so painful.. Simply because i never had my fixed meals since no one care ! Remember i fell during my pe lesson? My wound is recovered yet my bones is still aching.. Hais, dunno what is happening to me..Really dunno what am i thinking about .. Just wanna slap myself hard and regain my counsious !

Happy foolish suchen is once again dead on 3/10/06..