Life still continue like the normal routines.. so sucks ehs~ Today met xinhui and go to work together.. Bought macdonald and went to level 3 to have it..Nothing much.. Start working at 10am sharp ! Guess what? I told xinhui i hate to work at the plastic corner and so heng that they send me to the plastic corner.. So i have to guai guai go.. No choice (: Customers always never put back the things to the original places.. So we need to tidy up.. hahas..So tired ! Early in the morning, one small boy was looking for his mum as he can't managed to find by himself.. Being kind of me, i helped him look around and looked for his mum..Luckily, we were able to find his mum (:
Wakaki kept walking past me today.. LOLS [ xinhui, jealous hor? Wakaki say sanmadash to me ] and act dao.. Than i disturb nural and all.. Wah.. I could smell roti prata and dunno what food and i felt so hungry while working and i have to tahan.. Yum yum !! Stupid jenny say me today ~ bleahs, but i ignored her.. so bad hor me =X
Went to the staff cateria to eat our lunch with xinhui and the two friendly aunty (: .. So strange ehs ~ Jenny never seat with us , instead she sat alone eating her laska..Than all of us were making wild guesses why she never sat with us.. And we laughed after crapping some jokes out of it ! After eating, we went to vending machines to get our hot milo =D and went to second level to bought kacang patay and went to find the 2 aunty and we seated down and chat until 1.55 pm..Went to the ladies and went back to work.. I realised i am very very clumsy.. I kept on dropping the plastic containers on the floor.. Most probably, i were the only one making the most noise there.. I still need to climb the ladder up and down..So tired for a old lady like me..Time pass very quickly and it was time to knocked off..
Went off and bought some finger food while waiting for the shuttle bus..After reaching jurong point, xinhui and me walked to yizhang the house cos i want to tou chi his house the goodies. hahas..Being kind of him, fetched us under his block..Diao~ Than he hide behind the wall and gave me a fright.. so bad ehs! Saw jian ming [ his brother ] lols.. Than i told xinhui that he was yizhang's father.. lols so much of my crappy and after that we went to take bus to my stop and bid goodbye to xinhui..
Reached home awhile than expected things happened again.. so suck ehs ! My mum is always siding my brother even it was my brother at fault ! So unfair~ I packed my bag with my t-shirt, charger, XXX, towel and all and went to kfc to find che lu, mei zhi and yizhang and we took cab to holland village.. Went there to play board games with her cg group members.. Overall quite fun. Than we walked to the mrt station and headed back to boon lay.. Saw kok wei and terrace on the train so we chatted craps all along in the train.. lol..Reached home at about 12.10am.. Actually i intended not to go home as i felt that home is no longer a loving place for me to stay on.. Home is just a place for me to rest and all..
Since me and my brother is my own mummy's child, i can't believed that she is always siding them.. Tears rolled down my cheeks as she asked me not to come back anymore..Nothing could described my feelings at that moments and i kept it to myself.. My father and my relationship is drifting further apart too..We have nothing to talk about and nothing to joke around..I still hatred him for beating me up because of a fish..Hais.. My relationship with my family members is drifting further and further apart ~ How i wish that i am not born in this world.. I felt so lonely and all not being loved by anyone..Sigh~ Hope things will get better next time round..
Saturday, October 28, 2006
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