Thursday

Yesterday was having stupid cramps and went home at 4pm.. Thanks friends for accompanying me to sms while i was at my journey back home ..

Today was posted to warehouse to do scanning again..Intially my mood was good but was spoilt by someone..Anyway i don't bothered so much about him either.. Went to lunch at 12noon and went back to warehouse again to continue scanning.. At about 2 plus julia came in with two girls and asked xinhui and me to go back to sales floor.. Xinhui and i wondered if we did something wrong and they asked other people to replace us? Who knows?! Didn't bothered too much either.. As they asked us to go back than what could we say? And i went to cosmetic..

Was feeling so low and down at that moment.. Just wanted to know what did we done wrong.. Than jenny was at cosmetic too.. Than ** went to tell jenny that i was afraid of her.. DIAOS !! Why should i be afraid of her?? I was so enraged and wanted to scold jenny as she grumbles something bad about me.. But i didn't, as she haven reached my limit.. If ever the day comes, i will not tolerate her anymore and use my rights to defend for myself..Just simply don't wish to see her !

Went to tidy up the spectacles place and went to help at the cashier.. I saw someone there, but i didn't went to talk to him.. I admitted i was glad to see him there, that's all .. Knocked off at 6 pm and mum called me.. Get scolded for nothing -_-" I was angry and raised my voice at her, i knew i shouldn't do that but i was really feeling very very down and she called ):

Walked to take shuttle bus alone.. While in the bus, i saw jiali and we were chatting during the bus journey until we reached jurong point.. Bid good bye and went to take bus alone ): Luckily got silly boy who accompanied me to sms ! Thanks ehs ! Dumb dumb plus silly silly~

Reached home, nothing good happened too ): Feeling very very down and vexed.. I am very sorry mummy for raising my voice at you .. Today was not a good day for me..Tomorrow will be going to clinic to have an x-rays .. So afraid ! Monday will be getting back our n results le.. So nervous and scared ! Hope everything will goes well for me as this few days wasn't a good week for me.. I will be going jurong point later to get myself a new pair of slippers !~ byess

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