current mood: low

I was rather feeling down yesterday which i can't denied to myself.. I once told xinhui that ** resemble like monster.. But is not because he resemble like monster than i fell in love with him.. Although the feelings was not very strong, i could simply sense that he is caring for me.. Whenever i see him, i felt nervous and shy.. I wanted to confess my feelings towards him a few times.. But i didn't mustered enough courage to speak up to him.. I afraid he will drift me further and further away.. And i couldn't lose a good friend like him.. Hope everythings will go back to normal like before, which i just treated him as friends (:

Yesterday i dreamt of snakes guilding on my bed, i scream and i woke up ! So scary ! SNAKES !! I am scare, i am really scare of snakes even though it was fake ! I can't sleep well .. So scary.. PLEASE DON'T SCARE ME AGAIN.. Having nightmares was very very scary ..

Later on, i will be taking train alone to pasir ris to help my aunt to tidy up her place..The day he left me, my days was filled with loneliness..