lalala~~ so happy yesterday.. went to my cousin hse..cos he is helding his wedding buffet there..hehe.. about 3 years never seen him le and now he is married..honest speaking, he looks very mature and good looking ..i remember that when i was small, they always said that his brother and i was couples.. than i was very paiseh cos that time i am still small.. time really flies fast.. all people have grown up le and start to have a small family le.. really felt happy for my cousins who have married.. i wish that i am married too.. kekex.. can start a family soon.. hehe soo envy sia.. than ytd we ate alots of goodies.. now i became a pig due to soo much fats in my body.. than after the celebration, we went to chinatown.. with my mother, my brother and his gf, my 2 aunts, my another cousin and his gf.. wah first time go out ..it was so fun.. we all were laughing all the way at my dad van.. but is my brother driving not my dad cos my dad was not there..really kinda fun, i love gathering with my relatives ! than we went to hawker centre to eat.. i ate porridge and dumpling !! both my favourite !! hehe.. than after eating, we headed to shoppinh again.. at about 9 something, my 2 aunts , my cousin and his gf left le cos they need to go home le.. than my mother, my brother and gf without forgetting me, went to shop again.. hehe.. we simple love shopping.. i bought 2 sleeveless tee.. first time leh i want to wear sleeveless shirt..cos i always like to wear t shirt plus skirt de.. but now must change..i am a person who don't know how to make-up..but now must learn le..hehe.. ya i longed to buy a pant very long le but no money.. ytd saw the pant , than i go try but not suit me so never buy.. maybe i am going to bugis to shop for pants le..yupps i will definately go there..however we went back home at around 10.20pm and reach home about 11pm.. than saw *him* online, actually wanted to chat with him but no courage becos he hates me.. besides that in his mind, we are not friends anymore..everythings seem fading.. for me, i don't put love as first piority le, i put at the third place.. first is family, second is studies , third than love.. every mindset must change ! i felt that i am still very childish compared to other people..i don't really see things far.. i don't have my own goal for me life.. maybe i should change le.. hehe.. lalala~~ happy day !