yesterday was the day i felt very unfair..my brother came in the room and played with me while i were using the phone so i gets enraged and shouted at him..than while i am using the computer, he kepts disturbing me again..ARGH!! can't stand..so i shouted the second time and followed by a vulgarities..my mum heard and shouted me at her top of her voice..i felt that is really very unfair as she did not even scold my brother..after a short scolding, she had stopped..when my brother was about to go out, he shouted in chinese ' where is my keys?!.." than my mother happened to hear his shouting..than my brother said that i am the one who took his keys.. than we two quarrel again infront of my mother..oh man ! i take his keys for ? than i throw tantrum at the keyboard as i am playing the com..my mother walked to me and give me a tight slap across my face..than my brother pleaded my mum not to scold me and beat anymore .. what's the point? u are the one who cause mama to slapped me..i will remember..is was not the first time i was being scolded..i burst into tears and walked straight back to my room..my mother told me that if i am not happy i can get out of the house and don't come back again.. so i did..i get change and took 99 to find yi zhang..he accompany me till 9 plus than we went to pioneer mall to find xin yi..she passed me the hp batt..than we accompany her to walked home at around 10plus..actually don't feel like going home..but i have to..i afraid that my mother would scold me again than i waited for her to sleep than i went home..when i reached home, my father shouted at me..me me me !! why isit always me?? isit i am the smallest at home and u all can bully me? can't u all just understand me?? i quarrel with my father to fight for my rights..than he kept quiet and went to bed..i was like crying in my heart..it makes me heart pain..don't actually want to shout at them de..but no choice..

today i woke up in the morning as usual..than i saw my mother in the living room..i did not greet her like normal days instead i ignore her..i feel bad but no choice..than i heard her hp ringing and i took it to her..than she ask told me that she cooked and ask me to eat..than i say ok than i went to help my dad outside my house..than my mother went out..few hours later she called my hp and ask if i had eaten..than i said yes..actually she is a good mother..i really love her to be my mum but sumtimes she really can't understand me.. mummy i love u !!