i felt i am at a lost now..i am lost somewhere..i wish that i can go back to the past but it was impossible le.. so what u say u still love me? but the way u expressed ur love was like nothing to me.. i really can't understand what are u thinking about.. i promise not to contact you anymore or else i am suchen.. this time i really mean it..jus want to go back to the past..can't i? haiz..i don't go for prefectionist..i just want to be simple jus like before..now i totally give up le..really give up le..just hope that you can find your true love..don't let your parents worry for u..they do care for u..don't always say you are alone.. and you are not alone..take care ba.. i will not go find you anymore..i don't ever want to enter into your life again..you are now not the person i knew previously.. you have changed.. tong hua li de gu shi dou shi pian ren de..

i will forever remember this songs in my heart:-
-never be replaced
- yue guang
-tong hua
-bu de bu ai
-xing yu xing yuan
-lao shu ai da mi
-bei feng chui guo de xia tian
-dan ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui..

wo zhi dao wo bu shi wan mei de..ke shi, wo hai shi yi qian ni ai de suchen..wo yong yuan bu hui wang ji ni de ying wei wo chen jin hen ai hen ai ni.. wo hui fang qi ni de..bu yong dan xin..ni hai shi ba wo fang zai zhe li..

[s]uchen aKa lOnely gal
trying to be strong =)