dear diary

i have an unforgettable moments with u.. 1 years plus tO any peOple is nOthing ya but to me is a big different..i decided to post all the topic on u on tis accOunt as the username have ur name in it..i told u once that this blog belong only THE TWO OF US..sorry for being soo unreasonable sometime.. i am a bad temper gal ya..i am not gentle tOo ya..at first, i didn't even know u at all.. i know u through 'him'..than u got my number frm him.. than from that day we began to chat everyday.. hope that u feel touch when i accompany u everday chatting on the phone..during the days i stead with ur good friend, u treats me very good..call me every now and then as though i am ur precious ones. one day when u told me that u have fallen in love with me and i really can't believe it.. i was very happy at that moment that u like me..but i can't do anything and i am at a lost at that time.. and i decided to gave up on 'him'.. it was a very sudden feelings that i want to break with him.. i passed him a letter written by me.. i told him that i want to break with him but i have forgetten what reasons i had gave him.. i know he was very sad at that moment..he drank that day and i was very worried for him..and my friends called him and get scolded..i remember that he fought with his friends becos he was bad mood one day at block 920 second floor.. he was bad mood becos i asked him to knee down to say sorry to my god-bro as he scold my god-bro..i know it was wrong to say that but i don't expect that he treat it so seriously.. SORRY WOR*.. jy gave him 2 tight slap on his face while he was crying.. at that point of time i was very furious with him so i did not do anything..i jus went up to the 2nd floor and shout at him ' can u grow up anot, don't be like a small child which cried over a spilled milk'..he once told me that among all his ex, he likes me the most..i was very touched by his words and i rmb till now..he treats me very good but too bad i broke up with him le.. the day i decided to stead with u is on 18th of october.. i rmb that when the day we haven stead, u kiss me at the under blk playground..i was very happy.. u went to work after that and i went along.. i went there to look at u..and i felt that i am in love with u.. jL ask me to stead with u as u was a good guy..i saw the passion in u while u r working and decided to stead with u..u ask me for stead on the phone and chant alot of 'I LOVE U'..i then tell u that to give me 5 good reasons why u want to stead with me..but all u gave me is 5 stupid ans..hehe..u bought me to esplanade and i lost my way there.. i didn't even know where is the mrt..stupid me*..glad that u are there for me..while walking the pathway, u carried me on ur back..is was soo fun at that moment in time..we did not stay tune too late as my parent's will scold so u bought me home.. reached home at 11 o'clock sharp..actually i was quite shy on our first date..everytime after we had went out, i will alwaes brings u to the playground near to my hse so that i can spent more times with u there.. i miss the hugs and kisses u gave me there..it was so loving and sweet..


suchen
miss u !
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